So this past week, my wonderful wife has been in and out of labor and at the same time our youth ministry has been transitioning our style and model of ministry to small groups and events only. It has been really difficult for me to choose where I spend my energy. My pastor was unbelievably supportive and empathetic. There was no external pressure for me to split my time, but I found that internally I was leaning to ministry over family.
This was our third child and I felt a bit like I was on auto-pilot up until the birth day. I had to refocus, pray and make sure I was present for my wife. The birth was a fantastic experience as we did that out of the hospital and completely natural. It really was amazing.
I am glad I made the choice to really focus and spend time with my wife and children. The fact is that the two can conflict and I am really fortunate to be able to pick the right choice, family! Which is where real ministry happens anyway.
Have you ever had THE conflict? How did it go for you?
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